NEW ME

New day, new hope, new spirit!
Aku mohon dengan kuasa-Mu yang tak terbatas itu,
Barukanlah aku esok pagi, ringankanlah, dan segarkanlah jiwaku.
Agar aku sesuai bagi hidup yang baru. Amien.

Growing Old!

Not easy anymore buat nyampe 19tahun. bismillah meneguhkan gue buat yakin, actually to be better ever person than before! yeah... happy birthday to me and happy fasting everyone. today is first day right?


There are a thosand wishes that i want to be. May I have your 'Amen' for all? the deepest devoted 'Amen'. Thaaankyouuuuu :*

for that many person who's been such a great help and those who always believe in me thaaankyouuuu....

without Allah, my mom, my mom, my mom dan keluarga besar, temen-temen and YOU! im nothing, so thank you sooo muchhh. I love you guys more than myself *hug*

at last, but not least. I wanna sceam :

"HY MY 19TH BE BRIGHTERRRRRRR!!"
semoga bisa ngebelah atmosfir berlapis-lapis, berenang dengan paus akrobatis, dan menuju rasi bintang yang paling manissssss haha (korban iklan)

Bismillah ya Allahu Rabbi, terangi jalanku, jalan kebenaran O:))

ps: thanks neng wina for the pict. love it :D

makasih papah Farah :)

this pict is noise, but i like it than others :)

- Shirt : Barong Bali (a gift from farah's father)
- cardigan : Rodeo
- Pants : Logo Jeans
- Belt : Tracker
- Bag : Elizabeth
- Shoes : D' Moe from Luna Maya
Bracelet : Actually it is a prayer beads that I got on Book City of Hero

and WE are THE POWERPUFF GIRLS

Gembala Domba

Dunia kampus worse to the max! Double-mouth dimana-mana, penjahil usil nimbrung ngurusin hidup orang, dan api terus berkobar akibat angin kencang (puting beliung, mungkin). Astagfirullah.. Semua sibuk mengembala domba, sedikit dari mereka acuh tak acuh dan sibuk bebenah diri tanpa ada rasa segan. Gue? Pecundang abisssss bo. Hei kawan kita perlu air untuk memadamkan ini semua!

Mencairkan dengan diam bukan ide buruk tapi eh liat... kembang es malah jadi gede dan keras di jalannya masing-masing. Gue putus asa, terserah lo aja sekarang mah enaknya gimana.

I hate when people talk shit about other people when they dont even know who they are. You may think you see who really I'm, but you'll never know me. You can hate me all you want, but don't freakin' hate my life! You dont know what I've been through. Well I don't hate you anymore, I'm juat hate what you've done to me.

Why I do put myself in these situations? Mungkin Tuhan punya rencana dibalik semua ini (rencana baik). Kita liat saja nanti. Bukankah life isn't an ipod to listen my favourite songs? It's more adjust myself to enjoy whatever comes in it 0:)

Ya Allah. Maafkanlah orang-orang yang mendhalimi hambamu ini dan jangan cabut nyawaku jika aku telah mendhalimi orang lain sebelum aku minta maaf kepadanya. Amien.

serba dadakan!

Dari bangun sempoyongan dan masih taraf pengumpulan nyawa gue langsung ngambil buku laporan parasit! is it boring hah? siapa sih yang mau hari minggu yang cerah ceria pas buat malas malasan diganggu sama tugas kuliah? oke yang penting gue udah nyelesein 1/2 nya kemaren malem jadi tinggal 1/2 lagi. semangat !

lagi asik.. chichi call me. Firstly i didnt give a respond cos i dont wanna lose my fighter but chichi call me and call me again! terpaksalah gue angkat telponnya.

eh... dia ngajakin jalan. gue bengong lah. gak percaya tugas numpuk gini masih sempet ngajakin jalan? :O tanyalah gue sama doi "parasit lu udah selese?" dan apa jawabanya pemirsa-pemirsaaaaaaa "udah, sebagian" glek.. antiklimaks -_____-
tapiiiiiii..... terhasut juga lah gue pada akhirnya sama bujuk rayunya. haha

with sepupu farah

Good Bye

sometimes, I wish I'd never been born at all!

I wanna shared many things but I cant. Many words just stuck and stuck! no.. no stuck I mean but that words have a naturaly defense themselves. My defense had been reach to the max, and you know what I do? My tears was fall.

"I HATE IT, if I speak the truth but they dont believe all my words and assume that's a LIE!"

There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how. So, i do like a proverd "Silent is Gold". Cause if I take any action, it will be ZZZ situation! I dont wanna to break up like this :X

Initialy i think like that, but now its changed.
so I WANNA SREAM VERY LOAD and say "Hei my dearest friend.. just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth. you know Baby? I never care anymore :)"